Fuuny Feelings (and the things that cause them)
I'm going to jump right into this, as i'm not feeling entirely up to par right now. Yes, you are (somewhat) spared the witty commentary. And by witty, i mean horrible. Horrible.
It all has to do with work and the past. As i mentioned in my previous post (didn't read it? it's ok, neither did i) i am currently working somewhere i haven't worked since about 2002. And i enjoy it more now then i did then, for numerous reasons that aren't very interesting. Anyhow, after getting to work 3 hours late (the schedule that was hanging up when i went to get my hours was of the previous week--someone made a booboo and i paid for it), which made for a fun evening of laughs at my expense (it was funny), i immediately went to work. Busy day, with shipments coming in very late.
A few hours go by, and i decide to take a break. That's something i don't tend to do, because it disrupts my work. But today was about 25 outside, pretty damn warm for any summer day around here let alone a fall one. I grabbed an iced tea, left my work where it was and headed outside to sit on the curb. It was goddamn gorgeous outside. There was something about the temperature, the air, the smell. It was hard to place, but it felt good. It felt somewhat comforting, in a weird way.
Then it hit me. I got this strange vibe, this weird feeling throughout my body. All these memories rushed back to me; a time which was much different. I thought about the life i had back then. It's hard to explain, but so many emotions and thoughts came rushing back to me that i pretty much lost focus of everything thereafter. My old friends, people i haven't spoken to in months or years, and people who used to visit me on slow nightshifts (i still remember everyone who did it and i am still grateful for it). Everything just took over me.
Right now, i'm not sue why i'm even posting this. Maybe it's because i wanna remember this, or maybe it's because i need something to do. I'm not really sure. But today was the first day in so long that i can remember feeling something such as this. It's just a shame that what i'm feeling happened 3 years ago.
Anyways, Godspeed and sleep tight. I think tonight i will do the same.
It all has to do with work and the past. As i mentioned in my previous post (didn't read it? it's ok, neither did i) i am currently working somewhere i haven't worked since about 2002. And i enjoy it more now then i did then, for numerous reasons that aren't very interesting. Anyhow, after getting to work 3 hours late (the schedule that was hanging up when i went to get my hours was of the previous week--someone made a booboo and i paid for it), which made for a fun evening of laughs at my expense (it was funny), i immediately went to work. Busy day, with shipments coming in very late.
A few hours go by, and i decide to take a break. That's something i don't tend to do, because it disrupts my work. But today was about 25 outside, pretty damn warm for any summer day around here let alone a fall one. I grabbed an iced tea, left my work where it was and headed outside to sit on the curb. It was goddamn gorgeous outside. There was something about the temperature, the air, the smell. It was hard to place, but it felt good. It felt somewhat comforting, in a weird way.
Then it hit me. I got this strange vibe, this weird feeling throughout my body. All these memories rushed back to me; a time which was much different. I thought about the life i had back then. It's hard to explain, but so many emotions and thoughts came rushing back to me that i pretty much lost focus of everything thereafter. My old friends, people i haven't spoken to in months or years, and people who used to visit me on slow nightshifts (i still remember everyone who did it and i am still grateful for it). Everything just took over me.
Right now, i'm not sue why i'm even posting this. Maybe it's because i wanna remember this, or maybe it's because i need something to do. I'm not really sure. But today was the first day in so long that i can remember feeling something such as this. It's just a shame that what i'm feeling happened 3 years ago.
Anyways, Godspeed and sleep tight. I think tonight i will do the same.
posted by Juice McNizzle at 1:26 AM
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