Relief

Today has been over a year in coming. I can finally let some things off my chest.

About a year ago, after much pain, i got a MRI done due to my migraines. That was an experience itself (damn loud, clunky machines... damn you to hell). Shortly after that appointment (ha, shortly) my family doctor wanted to see me. They found out what could've been causing my migraines.

A brain tumour.

Oh, such fun! And even more fun was that i was left with that info for a year. Nothing else. All i could do was wait for the specialist. And wait is what i did. It's been stressful. It's all i could think about most of the time. The only good thing that came out of the wait is that we found out it wasn't cancer. That's a bonus no matter how you look at it.

Anyways, long story short, i guess the lump on my brain isn't much to worry about since the doctor avoided almost 100% of my questions. I was in and out so fucking fast. It's actually quite frustrating, because i still don't know what it all means. The lump, what it can do and what am i supposed to do about it. But at least i got something. Lots of pills.

I hate pills. I hate them. I hate them. I hate them.

I know some people out there will be upset about me not telling them (understatement). That's a fact. But there was never a chance to bring it up and i didn't want to bother people with it. I guess if people get mad it's well deserved. But understand where i'm coming from. Besides, it's not really all that important.

Just right now i'm happy to find out SOMETHING, so i figured i shouldn't hold back anymore. And that's honestly the biggest relief of all, no matter how corny it sounds.

Other than that, stuff has been going nuts. Lots of writing needs to be posted here along with pictures. Hundreds of them. Sound tasty? You bet.

So i'm back. Get ready for the McNizzle.

Godspeed.