Light my Fire

Wanna see how much i've used the computer in the last year? Wanna see what not having a job, being alone most of the time, staying up endlessly working and re-working many projects (most of which i've become to scared to even mention out loud), can do to you?

We go from this:



To this:



You could imagine my wrist after these past 8 months. The strain of photoshop. The desk, warn out, like so many other factors of my life.



The fumes give me a headache. Well, give me more of a headache. I've learned to just embrace them since i'm unable to get rid of them. Tonight we had the most romantic candle lit dinner. I don't kiss and tell. Sorry.

I need summer to come. I need my late night walks. Very few things in life can beat a cool summer's night breeze slightly brushing your face. Especially when you're the only one around. It's always been one of my escapes. And right now, my mind feels so cluttered. I need that escape. But not here. Not yet.

Something unusual, something strange
Comes from nothing at all
But I'm not a miracle
And you're not a saint
Just another soldier
On the road to nowhere

It's my last week here in Moncton. Next Sunday i'll be going home. Next Sunday i'll be happy. It's a busy week, with the packing, the bills to pay, change of addresses, cleaning. Ugh, it's crazy. My mom should be here (along with Robin's grandmother) on Tuesday. Aaron and Josee (helping us move) will be here Friday. And Bryan is coming for a quite welcomed visit. Looking forward to seeing him again, that giberfish.


I think i better go. My right eye hurts. 4 days now. Sleep is needed. I think i'm in need because i've been all over the map.


Take care, and sleep tight. Thanks for listening if you got this far. I'm sorry for the overall mood.